My Teaching Experiences

I'm a graduate student at Boise State University just starting to work with the school districts.

This no-frills blog is my account of my experiences in the school setting.

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Monday, March 26, 2007
Well, I'm done in K----'s class. I feel such a sense of finality with it...I'm done with my whole unit, I said good-bye to the kids, I've said good-bye to K----, I packed up all the stuff I had in my desk, I turned in grades...It just feels like I'm done....Which is going to make it even more difficult to return next week and start all over in T----'s class.

I feel like the unit went pretty well. These are some of the small things I hope my students have been able to take from the unit:

    * There are NO SLAVES in TKAM. Slavery was abolished more than fifty years before the book takes place.

    * Mayella Ewell was NOT a slut, whore or a prostitute. She was a lonely, neglected young girl whose father probably beat her. In trying to seduce Tom, she was merely looking for a friend, trying to feel connected to somebody.

    * Tom Robinson did in fact have a left arm. He couldn't use it, but he did still have an arm.

    * The character of Dill, even though developed from the author's life-long friend Truman Capote who is homosexual, is not necessarily gay. We actually know nothing about Dill's sexuality other than that he wants to marry Scout when he's around eight-years-old.

    * The mockingbird is a symbol for multiple characters including (but not necessarily limited to) Tom, Boo, Atticus and Jem.

    * Calpurnia was not a housewife. Atticus was a lawyer. Miss Maudie did not gossip. Dill lied about being abused.

    * Lynching someone was worse than just beating them up or threatening them to make them afraid of you.


Of couse, on top of that, I want them to understand the basic storyline, know the characters, recognize the symbols, and feel some connection to the novel, but when it comes down to it, these are the things that were most difficult for most students to comprehend. At first, I was really worried about the book and how the students were or were not comprehending it. However, the more we got into it and the more work I did with it, the more it appeared to me that they were interested in the book. They were excited to watch the movie, they talked about the book before and after class, they became better able to act like the characters and respond for the characters and they did better on quizzes (on the last quiz I gave, all but five students in seventh period received an A on the quiz). I definitely feel success with this unit.

Something else I felt success with was the memoir projects. I had students write a short memoir from both their own perspective and then from the perspective of someone else involved in the memoir. Then, they had to put both story lines into a book. Most students did very well on this assignment. Some students put obvious extra effort into at home. They turned the memoirs in on Monday and in every period Tuesday they asked if I had them all read yet. I had to disappoint them and tell them that it would probably take me the entire week to read and grade the memoirs from all 140 students who turned one in. I enjoyed reading them, for the most part. I found that many students poured themselves into this project and what I received was beautiful. I would definitely want to do this project again, but in the future I wouldn't want to split up the work days. I would to the entire project by itself for one week. The way I did it - split up over a couple days during the second half of the quarter - was too disjointed.

Overall, this quarter was a success. Like I said, it will be difficult to start all over next week since I currently have the feeling of being finished with something, but I suppose I'll trudge through it on my way to graduation. (I think it wouldn't be so difficult if I was staying in the same classroom, incidentally, because I wouldn't have this feeling of finality yet.) I will miss my ninth graders, but I'm sure I'll grow to know and love the eighth graders just the same.




Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Thursday, one of my students said to me "Ms. H----, I've decided something recently."

"Oh, really?" I asked. "What have you decided?"

"I've decided that you should get a teaching job at Borah next year so that you can be my teacher again," she said. I thanked her and told her that was very sweet. Later, when I told K---- about it, I told her that that student is now obviously my favorite student.

But seriously, I feel a serious connection with the kids I'm working with. I've worried recently that I haven't made an impact with them in this short period of time. I've worried that I haven't taught them everything that I should have or that what I have done with them won't stick with them. But, hearing statements like that make a huge difference.

I realized that C----'s grade has been slipping so I gave him a list of everything he needed to make up with a note telling him that I know he isn't a D student because he is a good writer, he is not a behavior problem and he honestly knows everything going on in TKAM. When I gave him the work, I told him that he would do it and that he would do it this weekend. I told him not to blow it off. Monday, when he walked into the class, all he told me was "I did all my work this weekend." No hello, not his usual nod. Just that simple, complete sentence. I know it may be seen as favoritism, but I've been trying to give all the D and F students assignments for make-up work this week. I just needed to go one step further with this kid. I can't give up on him; I don't know what it is, but something drives me to work harder with him than other kids.

Looking at the grades going into the final week of classes, I'm not that impressed:
A 23
B 38
C 33
D 20
F 14


So, without trying, it's almost a perfect bell curve, with just over a quarter of my students (27%) not passing with at least a C. Interestingly enough, my worst class grade-wise right now is third period - not fifth period (the one with multiple IEP, 504 and ELL students) as K---- told me to expect. I'm interested to see how that changes over the next week as late work trickles in and the last few large graded items are entered into the system.




Saturday, March 10, 2007
I learned the value of being well prepared for an unexpected substitute. After Monday when I almost lost my voice in class I lost it completely that evening at home. I also developed conjunctivitis that evening. I had my husband call K---- and let her know that the doctor forbade me from leaving the couch for two days due to my illicitly contagious state. Thankfully, I had everything for the week ready to go already so my husband was able to give K---- simple directions as to both my plans and where I keep everything. When I returned on Friday, the trial was over. I was sad to have missed it, but I hear it went well. Granted, I had the best substitute teacher ever, since it was, afterall, her classroom she was taking over for a couple days, but I would have hated to have my husband call her and tell her "Well, you'll just have to figure out something for the next couple days..."




Monday, March 05, 2007
It feels to me like I have been doing this student teaching thing forever. I think that at the end of nine weeks I'll have a good feel for the job. I wonder why student teaching has been extended to sixteen weeks...Who complained? Why was this changed? I love having this experience and I love getting a good, solid feel for the job, but I don't see it as something I need to continue into fourth quarter. Perhaps that has something to do with the fact that I'm not looking forward to being with T---- for seven weeks. I am a little less understanding of differences than S----, who's with T---- now. S---- tells me that being with T---- is frustrating at times because of her constant negativity, but that she just keeps her mouth shut and goes on with life. I have a much harder time just keeping my mouth shut - even when it's perhaps more appropriate to do so. I guess that T---- thinks I'll want to do my own lessons and take over her classes completely. However, the truth is that I want to do as little as possible next semester...

On a side note, and more directed at my students, I had them read chapters 12-14 on their own (but still in class) and fill out a worksheet of 20 questions as a reading guide to monitor reading and comprehension. When I graded them, I was surprised to find that a large percentage of students failed on the worksheet. Even smart students who generally do well in class fared poorly. I know K----'s big on an even spread of grades, but I have a real problem putting that many failing grades into the grade book. And so, I have offered them the opportunity to take it home and redeem themselves, turning it in tomorrow. I really, really hope they take me up on the offer.